Music.  Music has saved me many times and continues to save me.  A great song at the right time is like a little piece of heaven.  It can throw you back to the first time you heard it or maybe a certain moment you've experienced with someone.  At the same time, isn't it amazing how one song can remind you of someone from your past and hurt in a gut wrenching way every time you hear it? 

So I am sitting on my floor reading. Content.  A song comes on that reminds me of *Stan and boom, my face contorts in pain and what do you know.  Tears.  Uncontrollable tears.  See music has a way of getting out of you what you didn't even know you felt.  Pain.  Happiness. Sorrow.  An old memory.